there is nothing inside of me anymore

i dunno, i just work here
don't eat here,
don't try to eat here.
never try for satisfaction
never distract me from what i'd rather do
fall apart and seem
to fall all over
if you'd like to be breezy
don't trust the flowers grown too close to the road
don't try to speed up time or,
eat here.
empty
and spell divination with your shit

embonpoint

oh my god, I was gorgeous
you should have seen me on stage surrounded by gallants
women crawling up my chub legs
gasping at my graspables
my juicy spiderveins all aligned
for dancing

One love
   my navy man.
the government pays for my apartment
I has the life you want.
I have a fake id and can get trashed everynight.
  I have an obese heart
thaaaaat's a geyser!
I'm in heat!
  all of the young uniformed about,
    I'm sauntering across the stage
  I'm an undulate
my body in ripples & waves, an ocean
  you want to lick me off
     my ass is ice
cream
   poof
   poof
o no, it's curtains
we're finished, here
    all the girls be getting quiet
      waddling quiet towards the eves
         ripped fishnets
      billowing, obese
   let the roar of the docile armed men
their anticipating applause
   guzzle & quench me further
     into the cavernous recesses
       of the show's over, now
and
      darkness